W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? tongue
2. Be serious or be funny? funny
3. Drink whole or skim milk? whole
4. Die in a fire or drown? drown
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? parents

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R.
1. Flowers or candy? candy. licks
2. Grey or black? black
3. Colour or Black and white photos? colour
4. Lust or love? love
5. Sunrise or sunset? lovely sunset
6. M&Ms or Skittles? m&ms
8. Staying up late or gettin up early? staying up late. all night looonggg

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y !!
1. Do you like anyone? yes
2. Do they know it? ?

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R.
1. Sun or moon? sun
2. Winter or Autumn? autumn
3. Left or right? right
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? both
5. Sunny or rainy? sunny
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla

A B O U T . Y O U!
1. What time is it? o7:4o
2. First Name? cayla
4. What is your birth date? 27o21990
5. What do you want?
6. Nervous habit? dont know
7. Are you double jointed? no
8. Can you roll your tongue? yes
9. Can you raise one eyebrow? somtimes
10. Can you cross your eyes? yes

R A N D O M
1. Did you ever lie 2 avoid goin out wit someone? no
2. Ever thrown a shoe at someone? not sure. but ive kicked a shoe
3. what was the oldest someone thought you were? dont know
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? yes
3. What's your favorite non-alcohal drink? any
4. Do you cook? yes im an iron chef ;) GO THE TEAM !

IN . T H E . L A S T . M O N T H . H A V E . Y O U ?
1. Had a b/f or g/f?: yes
2. Bought something: yea for myself =p
4. Sang: yea today
5. Been hugged: yes of course =)
6. Felt stupid: maybe
7. Missed someone: yea everyday ! =D 
8. got drunk? woooo hooo wee
9. Danced crazy: yeps
10. Gotten your hair cut: yeh
11. Cried: yes. very very emotional
12. Lied: yea

Alright, yeah

I'm wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will, For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will, For you I will, For you I will

For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood (yeah) I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
Yeah

That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you, yeah

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will, For you I will, For you I will

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM !!!

bestwishes lots of love <3cayla

i have so many assignments and exams coming up that i need to start preparing for.

HAPPY 8 MONTHS hun (for yesterday.) =)

kiss xx

friday: went to the cathedral. it was so random. around 10- 11 girls from OLSH volenteered to help with the mass. we served food to people and ate delish food. the desert was the best. i loved it all ! we recieved 2o buxx. we felt guilty cos we didnt help much, but then after hayley, sammy and i stayed abit longer to help clean and stack the tables up. la salle boys were sleezy. chat and ew !

left around 10 and met up with tom, estelle, aileen, alyssa, phil and michael at hyde prk. they were drunk, esp stell; which also chopped her toe and it was bleeding. went home.. and blahh. felt tired

saturday: went over to davids with my brother. the weather was shitty all day. we went shopping at banx and bought a few things. i bought my brother a superman costume.

sunday: brother had his party at hungry jacks at st peters. it was BORING. so many little kiddys. like.... yes.. boring. went home and we celebrated more with a BBQ.

<3cayla xx

last day of the week.

after school, im going to meet up with sammy, because were going to serve at the cathedral. plus were getting free dinner. =]

ok.. so. gulz and are at our free and were BOREED. "can u dance like you fcuk... can u fcuk just like you dance?" over to gulz...

ok.. maybe not. byeeee

xx

happy 15th birthday to ERIK (my buddy) for tuesday.

today we had our SRC votes. its kinda stupid how they have 45 girls on the list. i hope i get chosen for the role for SRC.

i really do need to start  studying for my yearly's. hayley gave me some tips. i lack in motivation, so i really should start tonight. definately, although it can get boring. i would like to end the year with a good note, especially when im dropping a subject ?

on sunday was fathers day and malaysian fest at darling harbour. happy fathers day to all DADDYS ! i ate so many satay's. in the morning the whole of my relatives went to yum cha and then walked to darling. took numerous free photos from that printer place. and then i ... ate more again.   

i want to go to the beach. i want to go this sat. estelle and i were planning a girls day out this week at Bondi Beach, but it seems like everyone is busy. so i guess the BBQ is off... or is it ?

  much <3 cayla xx

Effing rat

Ive been thinking for a long time about saying this to you and even though I don’t show it, I just want to tell you the truth, cause ive learnt that im not the sort of person that would talk about others behind their backs. This all from the past experiences that ive experienced with you and im not afraid to say it. And I mean every single word I say is all coming from my heart.

 You’re an effing rat! I don’t care what I say to you and I don’t care how much this means to you, because obviously you’re not going to give a damn about it. You wouldn’t even realise that im shoving this straight in your face.

You’re the biggest bullshitting artist ive even known. Ive heard enough shit that comes out from your big mouth. I thought you wouldn’t lie about this whole situation, but guess what; you seem to be making it worse. The only thing that you care about in this world is yourself. I know that someone’s people serve themselves before other, but you seem to do it every time. That’s the only matter that you would be thinking about. Do you even consider other people’s feelings and thoughts? NO I don’t think so. You’re a LIAR!!! Don’t you ever do that again? I swear.

I thought friends are meant to help each other out and stick with each other side by side. Friends are meant to be there for each other for support, but all your doing is neglecting; what is there for you the whole time. Do you even know what is the meaning of friendship? Who am I to you? I don’t know. And I do not care what so ever. To tell you the truth, I don’t even care the slightest thing about you anymore. I gave you so many chances, but you took them all for granted without thanks. I don’t need any thankfulness from you. My friends saw the real you, before I even did. I think you’re just a stuck up bitch who only cares for herself. You’re a stubborn person. You think your all that, tyring to be innocent and nice to everyone, but it doesn’t seem it click it. Get over yourself, girlfriend. I know I may sound like a bitch, its because you’ve made me like one. And it’s not my fault, that you think im taking the blame out on you. How come I never have my say?

It’s from all this pressure that you’ve put me through. Ive decided to just explode every little detail on what I think about you.

 The truth is really, our friendship is over. You don’t know what your missing out on. Girl, you’re messing with your head. You should really think about what you’ve done, cause darling, your out of my world. And you think this would be the last thing I would say to you, well its not. You’ve crossed my line. Ive got better things to think about either than you. Theres no more trust between us. I’ve now established that clearly from you.  

So bye to you. 

today hayley and i have our cafe. come come.. we're selling

cakes, lollies, cookies, tea, coffee, hot choc. wooo. im excited.

xx

this is sooo boing.. yes. i feel like having hot chips with prego sauce from ogalo's. mmm.... ill be back

xx

hello my darlings.

less is sitting next to me right at the moment and on my other side i have the crazy zrinka. cayla is too lazy to type her own freakin blog so heres zareeeenkaa TYYPING CAYLAS BLOGG.. lollypops. i feel like a lollypop.

lee is leaving school.. nO your not leaving me. NEVER !! she decided to leave at the end of this year and i betcha she not going to see me ever again. but i dont think thats ever going to happen. newhos im going blog again laters.

mwa xx

heres lee:

ellos whats up? hehe yeh i hate skul heaps sooo hard i really hate it.. im falling behind so muchhhh!!!!!!!! newaiis i like tha blogdriveeeee

bye bye

here are some fotos from sammys party !

enjoy

cayla and annio                           oooo too sexay for your eyes ;)

annie and sammy             sammy and me

don't forget the girls

for more just go to seven chicks

were going to retreat tomoro morning and staying there for two days and 1 night. gayness. but.. were going to stay up "all night long. "

ill miss you.

<3urs cayla xx

BTW: i love this skirt !

dont you think its sexayy ?

   OR this one.

this is the type of skirt i would like to make for my dat assessment on school uniforms.